Thursday, April 26, 2007

twixting and betweening

I have been in flux. I had hoped to have been all moved to Massachusetts by now, but...alas, I have yet to find the right house in the right town. I have a good realtor, am willing to take on a house with cosmetic needs, and have a reasonable but not lavish budget. But, the right house is not yet here.

Meanwhile finances are flowing more out my doors than through them, so I have had to devote energy there. Tax time hurt. Plus, I have the blues.

I suppose I could natter on ceaselessly about this and that, but the bottom line is I have had to grab myself by my own short hairs and hurl myself forward -- one baby step at a time.

So I'll be writing more in a bit ... but first I need to get happier.

The world is an abundant place, so that should not be hard, even if it may take time. Right now I am feeling a bit like the fig tree that Jesus withered for not bearing fruit out of season. There is a lesson here somewhere, and I know I'll feel all stupid when I finally find it, slapping my forehead and shouting DOH at the top of my lungs.

Until then, hugs to all.


Blogger Jayne said...

And big hugs back to you Mata. It will happen, the house will become so much more than a dream, and you will find yourself moving forward. I know it's hard to be patient, but it will come. In the meantime, know that you are loved and prayers ascend for you daily. ;c)

6:24 AM  
Blogger LutheranChik said...

Maybe the lesson is just that "stuff happens," but that Christ is with us even when the stuff is happening. (My April financial situation was a perfect storm of taxes, a big medical bill and my car insurance premium...yeow!

11:44 AM  
Blogger beth said...

Mata, I need to get happier, too. Let's do it together.

Race ya!

(Seriously, praying for you...)

8:56 PM  
Anonymous Laurie said...

The world is an abundant place...I like that. True. Hard to see sometimes for how true it is. h

11:03 PM  

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